I Thought

I thought we were meant to be

But you proved that theory wrong

It was you that I thought I wanted to see

No one else came a long

I thought you were my soul mate

But on certain issues we don't seem to agree

Yes, it's you that I wanted to date

My love for you will always be free

Even though we may not be together

You are still very dear to me

I thought for my children you would make a great father

Hopefully my friend you will always be

I wish we lived closer

Then maybe we could make it work

I've always found you a winner, not a loser

I know this poem probably makes you smirk

But I wanted to love you

I don't think you wanted me to

I hope this gives you a clue

That maybe loving me the right way isn't so hard to do

How I Feel

If I thought you'd have wanted me five years ago

You'd be mine now, I know

We've both went seperate ways

Now just to talk we have delays

So often I feel as if you don't care

But for you, I'll always be there

We've both had our faults

And secrets we've locked in vaults

But through all that I still wonder if you were my one and only

So often we both are so lonely

But so far away from eachother that it makes things hard

I'm always willing to send you a card

I love talking to you on the phone

But so often I wish I was not a lone

I know our distance stops our feelings for eachother

But I still wish we could be together

I understand your thoughts on us

If we could deal with that we could get through anything without a fuss

I'm writing this so you know how I feel

And my thoughts for you are so real

You think I'm too good for you

But that's not true

You say I wouldn't like or love you

But that's not true

I often think you don't want me

Don't you see

I want you all for me

I want you to love me

But you don't, that I can see

If you want I'll leave you alone

No more calls on the phone

I don't want to sound desperate

I'm not, I just think you'd be a good mate

You seem to be so caring

I know you're good at sharing

I don't think you'd ever cheat

You're not always looking for someone to defeat

You know how to hold a job

And you're a man that would hold me as I sob

I know you're not perfect

But that's not what I expect

You're honesty is what I love about you

And YES that is true

You say I'm too different

But that's not true

You think I don't have a  clue

But that's not true

You think I don't realize relationships are hard to do

But that's not true